And when I feel sad or hurt because of someone I would immediately try to chase the feeling away. Even though I felt my chest tighten, my mood go down, I would chase the feeling away. I don’t want to bury any bitterness in my heart since it’s not worth it. That pain will be gone sooner or later, and when I realize it, I might laugh at how silly I was on how I made something small make me feel small. Take a deep breath, maybe another deep breath, then go.
s t r e s s r e l i e v e r s
1. Hello there, my buddy. I missed drinking milk tea so much! Thank you mom for not arguing with me when I told you to buy me one even though I know you only did that to avoid ruining your shopping moment.
2. "But there’s just so much pressure. I’m sick of all the pressure. I’m sick of feeling like I’ll ruin all their happiness if I don’t do what they want me to do." This book I’m reading right now, super relate! Although the story isn’t really /that/ fluffy based on the cover. I can’t finish early due to infinite requirements :-( Update(3/1/14): I finished the book today and the book isn’t fluffy AT ALL. Too much smut involved.
3. It’s only the 2nd month of the year but I’m already finding it hard to put in an effort to fill my planner! I only did this yesterday (the picture contains last last week) but I already got lazy to do some coloring, maybe next time. It’s fun with the planner though, I get to have flashbacks of my life lol.
4. Meet my forever mortal enemy, my youngest sister! She’s so annoying I swear everyone thinks she’s an angel but no!! Thank goodness my dad knows how to calm us down and bought us some strawberry slurpee :^)
Frown replaced by a smile, frustration shifted to bliss. Just by the effort of someone, everything turned upside down. An online friend drew a picture of me and she sent me the drawing when I was having bad vibes then boom! I feel like a special snowflake with rainbows and unicorns omg
I made wicked oreos for breakfast, have a great morning! = u =